Fancy that;

To love us a powerful thing and to be hurt is even worse. To never have been in a place of peace but always riding the train to spiritual success is haunting. To live everyday with gratitude and forever praying that the next day is better than the last and the weeks ahead are brighter than the past is faithfulness. To hang on to the idea that there is still time for change and room for improvement is power. To see miracles happen in front of your eyes is GOD. To bring forth real life is beauty, living it is courageousness.


The Silver Rose

Today many years ago someone in the universe became a woman. She realised that her sorrow was also her cure, her tears would heal many and her gentle spirit would calm millions.

Being a Mother is more than baring children and raising a child. Its about hearing the burdens of those whom we cherish. Our cherubs. Every child is born an Angel and every angel has a soul. To those who have lost an Angel be sure that you will meet with them again. Celebrate them and love them as they will always be a part of you and who you are. To the women waiting to bare children, don’t lose hope there is always time for a miracle, to those who raise other mothers children as there own- you are a champion and a passionate leader. Many of us as mothers need to remember to see the world of our children through the eyes of everyone else as well.

They say Roses only bloom when the weather is supple and the sun is high in the sky, I believe when the time is right anything can grow.

Be sure to know God is always with you and you are all loved.

Happy Mother’s Day to all



The Letterbox

In the centre of a room close to a lake, frozen in silence. He waits.

The wrinkle of small waves reminds him of his childhood in Africa, like gathering water from the Nile. He is lost in time.

The isolation is like the burden of a thousand people but he stills sits.

He prays. He’s bewildered by the back and forth thoughts which haunt him. Gut wrenching earth shattering loss.

Finally, she rings. She is not her but she is the call.

-Alpha She

Golden strands Carer

It felt as though I was staring at a ghost, a long-lost person I once knew to be charitable and bubbly. It broke my heart to hear her share her story of the people who were after her, but why? She has always been such a caring person. Why continue to haunt someone who’s aim has always been to help others?

As I walked towards where she always sat, I saw nothing but empty eyes and tears…the look She gave was like half of her was missing. I knew this look because I knew her, I had seen it before. She seemed, lost. I sat with her for a moment, She would usually offer a glass of a heart warming beverage but She was in a state of decluttering. I hugged her, we didn’t have to say much.

I loved that with her, She could wear her heart on her sleeve like she had all the time in the world. The carer, a carer. I loved her soul as a mother.

-Be good





Good morning,

First things first…rise and grind


I don’t normally start my mornings with a coffee, however as you can imagine I am a mother of 3 gorgeous kids who could drive any sane person perfectly insane! I’ve begun to realise that in every hour of the day we will constantly be challenged! The hurdles we face are the things that will make us or break us.

Most parents can relate to “the Lego incident” resulting in “OUCH!!!” usually by a parent trying to bundle up all their kids toys. I want to take this opportunity to remind everyone that there will always be that “LEGO” in your life. How we remove it, reclaim and rejoice in the glory of life; is what will make every day, hour, minute and second even better.


Be Good,



IMG_20181026_203124_140When do we reakise that the words we speak travel farther than the words we think in our minds?

Im at a poirnt in my life, where I am spiritually aware of those around me and those far. To come to realise that old thoughts can bring forth new beginings and help you realise that new beginings can also bare fruits of our ancestors and labour the fruits of our for farthers.

Most days, I am your general “stay at home mum”- to most this may seem mundane, lazy and others may take the approach of “you chose to do so”. In theory, giving birth, having a child and raising one is not that simple.

So, I sit here trying to gage who will be my audience

Be  good,


So, I fucking peed-whattt?

So, I havnt blogged or vlogged in a minute. Life got real. Motherhood is not a joke. Peeing in your pants while yelling at your kids is funny as hell but still keeping your cool ain’t funny.

The thing about motherhood is, doctors, nurses and ob/gyn (obstetrician/gynecologist) don’t “really” explain to you that you might pee yo’ self.

Like, yo ass going to “pee” if and when you cry, laugh, tell, whisper and probably think about, to or at yo kids. FACT.

it’s a REALITY. Happens to everybody even them boss ass-top ass celebrities and political peeps.

Women, we need to accept and embrace ✊ #onelove #motherhood #ithielbrinkman

I love my peeps